Tuesday, February 17, 2009

One Word

ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS USING ONLY ONE WORD

It's not as easy as you might think! Consider yourself tagged upon reading this and post it on your blog if you so desire. It's difficult to only use one word answers.

Where is your cell phone?
Desk

Your significant other?
Caring

Your hair?
Curly

Your mother?
Scrapbooking

Your father?
Helping

Your favorite thing?
Books

Your dream last night?
Forgot

Your favorite drink?
Juice

Your dream/goal?
Teacher

What room are you in?
Office

Your hobby?
Games

Your fear?
Mind

Where do you want to be in six years?
Home

Where were you last night?
Home

Something that you aren't?
Bored

Muffins?
Blueberry

Wish list item?
Brazil

Last thing you did?
Talked

What are you wearing?
Clothes

TV?
blah

Your pet(s)?
cat

Friends?
Amazing

Your life?
meh

Your mood?
okay

Missing someone?
yes

Drinking?
nothing

Smoking?
Sick

Your car?
Toyota

Something you're not wearing?
jewlery

Your favorite store?
downtown

Your favorite color?
Blue

When is the last time you cried?
Today

Where do you go to over and over?
work

My favorite place to eat?
Home

Favorite place I'd like to be?
Home

Where I stood.

I realize that everybody is their own person with their own thoughts and feelings. And I realize that everybody is different. Even though sometimes you wish they weren't. It's something that you don't think about consciously. It's something that's just there, and you can't change it. Because if you could and if you did, you would be playing God.

It's hard to accept things you can't change though. I don't mean things like the color of your hair, or what kind of car you own...I mean things like the weather, or how other people see you, or even how other people feel. Even though so badly you want to. It's like being a parent, or a teacher...There's really only so much You can do. Sometimes I hate it. I hate feeling so helpless. It's too unfamiliar and just so frustrating. It's like sitting on the sidelines, watching yourself head straight for a wall at full speed. Not being able to stop it. And then you realize, it wasn't you because you were sitting there the whole time.

Sometimes you think you have life all figured out. You think you know all you need to know, and you're just out taking a walk enjoying things...when all of a sudden a train hits. And you wake up three weeks later, just to be hit by another train. It sucks because there's nothing you can do...suddenly no matter where you walk, you're just on another track with another train heading straight for you. Sometimes you can jump out of the way, but other times you can't...most of the time you can't. And there's nothing you can do.